Receiving love learning from giving love

As the youngest out of six sisters, I was grown up with full of love by mom and dad, and sisters.  However, without knowing their unconditional love toward me, I always grumbled and complained everything so much, rather than giving thanks.

After grown up and receiving the truth, I was still receiving love of Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother through spiritual families but I didn't fully understand it.  Then, I had a chance to take care of group of lambs when I was lacking everything.

I thought I could do a good job for sure.

To this arrogant child, Heavenly Mother did not rebuke me, but through brothers and sisters they rather let me realize I always had mind to receive something than giving something.

As for brothers and sisters who complain about something, I always thought to myself, “Why is he/she only complaining?”  About those who say something unfaithful, “how can he/she still say like that?  Does he/she have faith really?” I thought.

Moreover, when I gave a glass of water to a sister but she said, “I wanted coffee”, I thought, ‘How can’t she thank God?.... but the thing was…

I eventually realized how they look was exactly what I was indeed.


When I, such an unfaithful one felt heavy with brothers and sisters, how heavy and even pitiful would Heavenly Mother feel about me?  Looking back now, I just feel so shameful and sorry.

I am learning a lot about Heavenly Mothers’ love through spiritual families in our group.

From the group members, I could learn every precious lesson from humility, passion, to the beautiful mind to take care of other brothers and sisters.

And now I can see.

Heavenly Mother didn't put me in the position of group leader to send the spiritual food to group members.  Through them, She wanted me to realize Her love which I haven't felt before.

From now, I would like to become children of God who could be the happiness of Heavenly Father and Mother not by receiving love but giving love. Also, I will work hard to deliver Mother’s love to our beautiful brothers and sisters.

Father and Mother..

I am lacking so much,who realized your love too late, still having lots to realize more.   By fully understanding the perfect love of Heavenly Mother, I would like to become a child who goes forward to you with all brothers and sisters.

I truly give all thanks and praise for the great love of Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother.