Lunch that I ate with my heart

I wanna be a star of Christ Ahnsahnghong and God the Mother in World Mission Society Church of God(WMSCOG).



In my workplace, we all have to take care of our own lunch expenses personally.

To save my food expenses, I packed my own lunch. One day, I overslept, so I couldn’t pack my lunch, so I just took few bananas and went off to work.

Since I filled my stomach with bananas for lunch, as time went by, I felt hungry.

Working with a hungry stomach, I suddenly thought of Heavenly Father.

Masonry is a tough labor, and it consumes massive sweat and energy. However, father had to make do with barley porridge every lunch.

Father eating barley porridge, He Himself being ridiculed and persecuted by His creation, leaving behind all difficult situations and conditions, He would have choked thinking about His children. I felt heartbroken.

Though I saw Father’s sacrifice through the video, I actually never understood His heart.

Being hungry, I realized the barley porridge meal that Father had was for my wages of sin.

While Father was here, it was a difficult time, so it was hard to imagine having a hearty meal.

Nowadays, we’re living in a time where there’s plenty of food and we can eat anything that we want.

I miss Father so much, who saved His children suffering in hunger.

Though He allowed me to eat and grow up well, I complained feeling unsatisfied. I look back at my sins and repent.


Engraving again and again, God’s words of ‘give thanks in all circumstances,’ every day, under any kind of sufferings and pain, I will think of Heavenly Father and Mother’s sacrifice and live a life of repentance.